2016 was a brutal year; One I could not have predicted; I entered it with stars in my eyes; Believing I had at last found the one to hold dear; There upon I lost loved ones and the one I loved became a ghost; 321 days of torturous heart break (as never before); Entirely aware … Continue reading 2016 was a brutal year…
Life
A Masterpiece and a Work In Progress
Her spirit is wild and free, a leaf dancing in the wind. To love her is to hold hands and scream with joy on her rollercoaster through life. Art is what she feels like. Sometimes it is all colors and sometimes only black and white. Sometimes cheerful with bright hopeful eyes. Sometimes sad but she is … Continue reading A Masterpiece and a Work In Progress
That Time Had Come
And that time had come to step up as a couple, or at least close friends, or fade away as was frequently done; I was feeling confidently in control of everything I had allowed in. My guarded heart would have to be hard won. He dared to tell me about his parents passing -- the … Continue reading That Time Had Come
After a while
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and … Continue reading After a while
Open Season
Heartbreak has haunted her yet has not dulled her shine -- She is forever hopeful and always kind -- Both determined and blessed -- Selflessly gives more than she's received -- Offering the keys to her life with generosity -- In her presence you'll feel at rest -- Possibly at your best -- Often adored … Continue reading Open Season
After Math
It is cruel how my own heartbreak betrayed me for so many days. I want you. I hate you. I love you. F* you. Why me? Come back. Go away. I wasn’t ready to stop loving him. After 461 days of bliss, what went wrong? Why did he leave me that way? (February 14, 2016) I discovered … Continue reading After Math
Beware of Love Leaks
She almost let the bitterness seep in, but then she was reminded that love would leak out. ~Just L (November 11, 2016) #GoddessWisdom Read other Quotes by Just L.
In Between the Devil and the Rest of His Life
He was not where he belonged, But he couldn't follow his heart, His dreams would not come true, They always fell apart. He knew he should leave, As the love had fled long ago, But he'd lived so long in the dark, Fearing the light he didn't know. He believed in angels and yet, When she appeared out … Continue reading In Between the Devil and the Rest of His Life
Repulsive Forces
The pavement glistens on this rainy day The house sparkles with the fall season Reaching for the Chardonnay I find you staring at me from my fridge Months after your magnetism lost its edge Your face is no longer pleasing. ~Just L (November 5, 2016) Author's Note: Rearranging refrigerator magnets and replacing photographs.
There is no sympathy for a woman’s life that appears swell
I find being single and dating at age 53 confusing as hell There is no sympathy for a woman's life that appears swell While receiving multiple "Good morning beautiful" texts is quite sweet I am too guarded to be swept off my feet Tonight I treated myself to an early dinner of wine and duck … Continue reading There is no sympathy for a woman’s life that appears swell