I want a man who without a doubt -- LOVES me DESIRES me sexually is emotionally PRESENT and WANTS me in his life. You are no longer that man who -- CARES for me makes me SMILE I am my BEST with and I want out. ~Just L (September 26, 2018)
heartbreak
Is this how we break up?
Is this how we break up? WhatsApp messages with one checkmark You seen holding hands with another in the dark Repeated calls failed Without so much as a word you bail Texts on iPhone are never read Left alone night after night in our bed Your Facebook profile blocked from view 1 + 1 + … Continue reading Is this how we break up?
I Gave Him My Heart
I gave him my heart. Now he has two. ~Just L (February 25, 2018)
The Universe Whispered
I spent an entire year asking the Universe to let you go, and then the Universe whispered to me, "Let you go." ~Just L (February 16, 2017)
Poof
Valentine’s Day is fast approaching and someone special asked me to make plans to go to the coast. I welcome the forethought as last Valentine’s Day was disastrous. After being exclusive with someone for 15 months I was ghosted (on Valentine's Day which I spent in urgent care). We fell madly in love with each … Continue reading Poof
After Math
It is cruel how my own heartbreak betrayed me for so many days. I want you. I hate you. I love you. F* you. Why me? Come back. Go away. I wasn’t ready to stop loving him. After 461 days of bliss, what went wrong? Why did he leave me that way? (February 14, 2016) I discovered … Continue reading After Math
Cupid Set A Tripwire
He is dark and light, a silver lining under shades of grey. Sherpa Hunter illuminating his way. Except for Tequila, steers away from the rocks. Music and Marvel packed among regrets in a box. Like so many attempts to love gone astray. She is pink and soft like cotton candy under black urban attire. More than … Continue reading Cupid Set A Tripwire
Devastated
He stroked her stomach with one hand And with the other, grasped her thigh Her skin so soft lain out before him Muscles over bone quivering and alive “I like the way you move. You are so sexy,” he stated. “Most women don’t... Or don’t know how,” he added. She knew that young woman once … Continue reading Devastated
Choose Love
Even when Everything blows up Love remains After all Love is a choice And, as I once said to my son As he curiously witnessed My open hurting heart “Be sure and choose it every day” Again And again And when you don’t want to AGAIN No matter the pain No matter how painful Because … Continue reading Choose Love
Love’s Last Days
Do you know the feeling when you are approaching the last pages of a lovely book and you are not quite ready for the story to end? Savoring, perhaps even re-reading paragraphs so you can stay in that sweet state of sensory bliss just a wee bit longer? I am there. “There are better books to … Continue reading Love’s Last Days
Just L Poetry 