wait until she leaves you when you wake up to a life drenched in grief, limbs heavy her scent still on your skin the coloured-everything-and-then-left ache of her unloving, the absent presence of her everywhere, every minute, her laughter, her warmth her throaty, brazen whispers wait until you wake up feeling her hands on you … Continue reading wait until she leaves you
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Crossing Heartbreak
She worked, wrote, pined, Traveled, dazzled, dined, Laughed, drank, played, danced, pranced, prayed, Once she stopped she slept for days Wept for herself at length Regathered her strength And reopened her heart It’s a start... ~Just L (May 31, 2016) #abouthim #lovelost
100 Days – A Long Time to Long
Perhaps too long.... In 2400 hours or 144,000 minutes I’ve had approximately 500 dreams And cried a thousand tears My heart has beat 10,368,000 times Still, I am yours yet you are not mine I’ve blinked 15,360 blinks Grown three inches of hair Light has traveled 1,609,479,909,600 miles from the Sun And I am entirely heart broken … Continue reading 100 Days – A Long Time to Long
It All Goes Away With You
HOW sweet your voice can be I know For sure. I’m going to miss When you go Not just a kiss It’s all that flows Inside my mind: OH beautiful mother Of Two There are those Among us Who have touched Your skin, your lips And now realize How precious Your LIFE is; (Who is … Continue reading It All Goes Away With You
ineed a smarter phone
Soon you will fall to the bottom No reason to directly contact you Or include you in a group text So I won’t accidentally message Or love you. ~Just L (May 11, 2016) Published in the June 2016 Blender of Love.
Piece of Cake?
I completely regret accommodating his comfort zone I should’ve cared less about his early mornings and stayed Left items at his place for him to trip over on the floor Dare cooked all of the foods he said he could not eat Held his gaze kissing under the stars, or on no particular day Equally … Continue reading Piece of Cake?
Not Love
Someone said to me, "You must find love disappointing." The truth is people are disappointing, not love. ~Just L (May 9, 2016)
With So Many Rights How Did We Go Wrong?
From the beginning it was simply right between us. You later told me, that after our first date, “I wanted to see you again! Right away!” After we would part, you would text, “Yeah right? Why am I missing you already?” Confessing, “I am quite smitten with you.” Once upon a time I joked, “I … Continue reading With So Many Rights How Did We Go Wrong?
Tragically Broken – A Lune
Fifteen glorious months Complete bliss and abiding adoration Loving only you In one moment No rhyme, reason or explanation Overnight you withdrew Eleven weeks later With me, refusing all communication Nothing to do ~Just L (May 1, 2016) #abouthim Author's Note: I know I love him. I know he loves me. I don't know (as I … Continue reading Tragically Broken – A Lune