"I've fallen and I can't get up..." I don't know why it is taking me so long to fall out of love. Far longer than it took me to fall in. When we first met, I was initially cautious and had no intention of allowing my emotions to get involved beyond initial attraction and enjoying … Continue reading Confessions – Fall Out
loss
Don’t ever allow there to be the one that got away…
Don't ever allow there to be the one that got away; make that ONE, the one that almost got away. ~Just L (found quote, September 13, 2010) Goddess Wisdom
“Maybe I should get a checklist”
She says that she does not look for anything particular in a man: “Maybe I should get a checklist – I’ve never had one. But love always redefines itself, doesn’t it? What really changes is that the priority in a relationship becomes fierce honesty and comfort with oneself. That becomes really sexy. As opposed to, … Continue reading “Maybe I should get a checklist”
Confessions – Slow (e)Motion
It is the first day of summer... It is just sinking in that he broke up with me on Valentine's Day. I may be a little slow... But, how could he let spring go? ~Just L (About him, June 21, 2016) Author's Note: Though I am well-known as a hopeful romantic, I genuinely had no expectations … Continue reading Confessions – Slow (e)Motion
Love’s Last Days
Do you know the feeling when you are approaching the last pages of a lovely book and you are not quite ready for the story to end? Savoring, perhaps even re-reading paragraphs so you can stay in that sweet state of sensory bliss just a wee bit longer? I am there. “There are better books to … Continue reading Love’s Last Days
wait until she leaves you
wait until she leaves you when you wake up to a life drenched in grief, limbs heavy her scent still on your skin the coloured-everything-and-then-left ache of her unloving, the absent presence of her everywhere, every minute, her laughter, her warmth her throaty, brazen whispers wait until you wake up feeling her hands on you … Continue reading wait until she leaves you
Fall
People fall so easily with me Tripping on the ease Stumbling on the words Letting gravity pull them down, down, down Into my arms Open Always open Hoping Waiting Longing And the Fallen So thankful for the catch They remain They steal the warmth from my skin Suck the words from my tongue Take the … Continue reading Fall
Crossing Heartbreak
She worked, wrote, pined, Traveled, dazzled, dined, Laughed, drank, played, danced, pranced, prayed, Once she stopped she slept for days Wept for herself at length Regathered her strength And reopened her heart It’s a start... ~Just L (May 31, 2016) #abouthim #lovelost
100 Days – A Long Time to Long
Perhaps too long.... In 2400 hours or 144,000 minutes I’ve had approximately 500 dreams And cried a thousand tears My heart has beat 10,368,000 times Still, I am yours yet you are not mine I’ve blinked 15,360 blinks Grown three inches of hair Light has traveled 1,609,479,909,600 miles from the Sun And I am entirely heart broken … Continue reading 100 Days – A Long Time to Long
ineed a smarter phone
Soon you will fall to the bottom No reason to directly contact you Or include you in a group text So I won’t accidentally message Or love you. ~Just L (May 11, 2016) Published in the June 2016 Blender of Love.